debbahrah

help

sorry for the absence, but i need advice….please?

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oops, oh hey

sorry for being all MIA for a month lol…life updates under the cut (:

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so, i’m getting a second job…meaning that starting sometime in the second half of this week, i’ll start working 14 hours a day, travel time not included………………DAMN YOU, STUDENT LOANS!!!!!!!!!

this does not bode well for my exercise plan, tumblr usage, or sanity *___*

i’m amazed at what one week can do

maybe this is turning into a fitness blog after all…lol whatever, it’s my blog and I DO WHAT I WANT! lol update under the cut :)

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i’m sweaty and sore and i did circuit training on my birthday. do i get bonus points for that? …no? okay :x

this whole working out and eating “clean” thing is actually turning out to be much easier than the near-impossible idea i had in my head before i started. granted, it’s only been a few days…but still. yaaaay :)

when was the last time i put pencil to paper and just drew something? i can’t remember, and it’s making me really unhappy and sad

we’ll see about this…o__o

i bought p90…my exercise regimen starts monday. my diet regimen started two weeks ago. it’s already a struggle -__-

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and so my very first relationship ever comes to a horrendous end

it was awful guys…awful.

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i’m someone’s girlfriend

this is weird. how do i deal with this. i feel weird. someone likes me? i like them back? what? when did that happen?

my stomach feels funny and i’m lightheaded and a little dizzy…oh, i just forgot to breathe for a little bit. okay. cool.

O_____O;

sorry for the absence, guys. it seems i can’t do anything right lately. i’ve been in a big slump and nothing i do seems to help, so i’ve just been waiting it out. it kind of feels like apathy…but it’s worse, because i feel bad. i don’t know what to do.

so, i’ll just continue to reblog stuff. see you all around…

If you have a twitter…

…tell me your username so i can follow you :D

i’m bored at work and my twitter feed is super slow. DO IT!!

i got a job!! (long post is long)

i’ve had this job for a week. it was….surprisingly easy to get  i’m actually shocked at how easy it was o__o

being a math major paid off rather quickly XD i’m officially an accountant! WITH A LITTLE BIT OF ART/DESIGN WORK THROWN IN?? WHAT?!

read more below for the full story, BOOM!!

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obligatory graduation post

so yeah. i graduated college with a BA in mathematics. do i feel any different? …lol nope.

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i just legitimately had the thought:

“damn, i wish i was prettier so that the people i talk to didn’t have to talk to someone so ugly….”

like….really? WOOOOOW i need to be slapped in the face!!! WHAT?! UNACCEPTABLE.